Pictures of you,

♥ 4:55 PM

"and now I'm running and screaming"

Hello world! :D

I've not been here in a really long time. Oh wells.

Its been a not so busy week, but man oh man, what a retarded math test.

I need to study for Physics and Bio. One, because physics is my beautiful disaster, okay not so much the beautiful part, but definitely the disaster part. And bio, well bio's bio and I like it no matter what, so I'M NOT GONNA SCREW MY BIO TEST UP ALONG WITH ALL THE CHEM, MATH AND EVERYTHING ELSE! So yeah.

I guess I've been really tired. And kinda restless and all.

And maybe mood swingy, and all. Oh wells.

I'm happy still :D :D :D AND I wanna studyyyy (Not really, but I wanna do well!!!) Man, now there's no more assignments I've an awful lot of Propsy stuff to do ): *Sighs* When will this ever end, I wanna retire nowwwwww :D

Training's been irregular, but I likeeeee. Challenging but yet not taxing! I hope I'll like it for the rest of the I don't know how long track will last. Yeah. Oh wells!

Hmm, I really can't seem to get myself on the right studying track. Its been sleepiness all the time ): That's kinda bad. Oh wells. I hope things work out for my EOYs!!! ITS MY O LEVEL CERT. Manz, O levels look so good now. They won't look at your shitty assignments/tests. But then again, its a one off thing, so if you screw up, you really screw up bad. So, yeah.

Okay, guess I should go do physics/bio or something. Ciao!

; JAIME!

i hope you're happy, i know i am.

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♥ 10:53 PM

"i guess i need my life to change"

I'm tired and perplexed and flustered, and I think this is really the calm before the storm. I shouldn't have just gone off like that, but I'm all of the above, and I don't really need all that now. My fault okay, I was gonna be late anw. And it doesn't really give the right impression and portrayal of the truth. And there's a reason why we're here not there so, that's all I'm gonna say.

Ah, I really didn't like today. And aye, whatever, LONG WEEKEND!

Haha and...

Tskkkk, its not here anymore. Happy now? CENSORSHIP IS EVIL!!!!

Okay byeeee!

; JAIME!

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♥ 11:16 PM

"making things feel way too tragic"

:D Haven't been here in quite awhile.
Its HELMSMAN which means SLACK, but not really D:
There's tonnes of work. And I'm EXHAUSTED for some reason.
Aye, oh wells, at least can rest for a bit.

Let's just hope it doesn't spiral back into that deep black hole where we just got out of. How do things that are on the outskirts and barely in our lives affect us?
Tell me if you find out, I'd like to know too!

TRAINING TOMORROW. Hohoho, mixed feelings x1millioninfinity.
(I hope it works well, finallyyyyy)

; JAIME!

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♥ 11:16 PM

"you're gonna burn the city down right now"

New week coming up ahead!
Everything's gonna be mighty fine.
Rainbows are only formed after the rain. And without the rain there's no rainbow. So we need to suffer just sometimes to enjoy the true beauty of whatever's coming. And even the sour(skittles) can make something so pretty. What not neutral people? Positivity!

'Positive charges can't be gained or loss, its how much negativity that causes a difference.'

Its gonna be a great week, and I'm gonna do my best.
I know I can :D

Good luck to everyone, we'll make it through this hectic week!

Woohooooooooo!

; JAIME!

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♥ 10:35 PM

"your heart on your sleeve"

I need sleep.
So ultra exhausted. I'm damn drained and and and. Given up.
I don't understand, but you know what. I don't need to.
4 letters of a very interesting word look very very appealing to me.

Whatever.

Its been an okay friday.
I need to sleep & I need a nice long holiday.

But its okay Jaime, you're break will come soon.
And then, it'll look more appetising :D

But my life's pretty good as it is,
Sooooooooooooo, I'm happy. :D

; JAIME!

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♥ 10:17 PM

"and the record keeps playing the same old song"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZZI :D

Hope you had a great day! :D :D :D :D
Seeyou tomorrow!

Told you so, its just a long long long road of hurdles, I just got over the last one!!!!!! We screwed now!
Holy mama all I can say is...Here we go again!

You're right, it'd be horrid to say that. And I take that back. My friends are really important to me and its okay even if I don't get everything, they're all I need. Thanks for helping me realise that. :D

Its been an awfully tiring week, I just wish the weekends were longer.

; JAIME!

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♥ 7:15 PM

"You were meant to go out and get her (it)"

(well honestly, this is what life's getting to look like. One hurdle after another, never ever ending. And the problem is, I'm barely even crossing the first one)

I'm appalled. I can't say anything. I wanna move far far away from here to a dimension where things actually work our properly. Thanks, thanks alot for hiding us away and throwing us into the bin once we're inconvenient. THANKS ALOT.

I really don't understand why this is going on. Screw it, screw this. Wtfreak, its not fair. And so much for teaching us values. Go and screw yourself man.

Well, I'm not giving up. Cause I may not know if that's what I really want, but I do know this comes pretty close. So, I'm not giving up. I'm gonna go out and get it, even if the world is going to swallow me whole, at least I tried. So watch me, you disgusting irresponsible thing.

They say diamonds go through great pain to become what they are. They say humans are alike. If it is so, I hope this is painful enough. I'll work harder and I know I'm determined. So even if you're gonna put a million obstacles in front of me, I'm gonna figure something out.

I hope something intervenes, cause nobody seems to be giving a bloody damn.

(I'm just pissed, I'm okay. I need to say something, somewhere)

// Its been an okay monday I guess. I need to work harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I will, right after I get my brain back in place with a swim or a run. Ciao!

; JAIME!

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