Monday, July 13, 2009
♥ 7:15 PM
"You were meant to go out and get her (it)"
(well honestly, this is what life's getting to look like. One hurdle after another, never ever ending. And the problem is, I'm barely even crossing the first one)
I'm appalled. I can't say anything. I wanna move far far away from here to a dimension where things actually work our properly. Thanks, thanks alot for hiding us away and throwing us into the bin once we're inconvenient. THANKS ALOT.
I really don't understand why this is going on. Screw it, screw this. Wtfreak, its not fair. And so much for teaching us values. Go and screw yourself man.
Well, I'm not giving up. Cause I may not know if that's what I really want, but I do know this comes pretty close. So, I'm not giving up. I'm gonna go out and get it, even if the world is going to swallow me whole, at least I tried. So watch me, you disgusting irresponsible thing.
They say diamonds go through great pain to become what they are. They say humans are alike. If it is so, I hope this is painful enough. I'll work harder and I know I'm determined. So even if you're gonna put a million obstacles in front of me, I'm gonna figure something out.
I hope something intervenes, cause nobody seems to be giving a bloody damn.
(I'm just pissed, I'm okay. I need to say something, somewhere)
// Its been an okay monday I guess. I need to work harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I will, right after I get my brain back in place with a swim or a run. Ciao!
; JAIME!
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