if you jump,
♥ 7:02 PM
"i will jump too"WOOHOOOOOOO!
I'm flying off in a few hours and its superrrr exciting luh!
Omg omg omg, SINGAPORE AIRLINES(SQ) !!! Yay yay yay! I'm excited!
Will be gone from the 28th - 5th friends!
I think my phone will be inactive, I think! So, if you needa contact me, I might not reply as fast as I usually do! (I reply quite fast right, haha either that or I don't reply at all :X )
So yes friends, miss me, but don't miss me too much!!
Loveeeee you guys, reaalllly!!
On the other hand, I'm missing trial run & farewell! D: have fun everyone doing trial run + farewell! Oh wells! I'm missing out alot, lucky never miss Day Of Fun too. Which btw, I thought wasn't very fun! ): Sorrrrrry friends! We never try hard enough. Hope IPO will be better!!!
Okay, so I've to go pack my bag and stuff now! Seeyou online buggers! :D
Don't missssss me (too much) ! hahahahahahaha!
If I die, y'all can fight for the things in my room! But I don't wanna die, not yet at least!
OKAY BYE.
2.4192m of happiness! :D (don't forget that!)
; JAIME! :D
BRISBANE HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
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off the ground,
♥ 11:54 PM
"what it takes i don't care"ain't nothing i've done this year should get me this kinda rewards.
i'm super thankful for the 2 days of joy and laughter and such wonderful people around me! :D really don't know what i've done to get all these, serious! i've been such a lazy failure. but then, got so many people around to pick you up, to keep you going. to keep you smiling and to tell you that you're not as horrid as you think you are. really, what did i do to deserve all this?
really don't know why i get all these especially after my year of skepticism. no silences and all. why why why, i don't even deserve this, i don't even really need it! but its good anyway, thanks God, much love!
anw, training's been superrrr good this 2 weeks. like. wooh, finish workout you know!!! i'm gonna do better next year. this i promise you jaime maria tan. no slacking, no being lazy! its good this year, cause someone up there decided that you should get good things. and now, its your turn to decide that you should do good things to repay the someone up there, yupp!
i'm gonna stop hating him & his girl.okay this is a really really random post, i'm just happy! i mean after almost not going! i had lots and lots of fun. i mean, really!!!
okay, i'm gonna sleep noww, or soon. night!
; JAIME!
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just look over your shoulder,
♥ 8:27 PM
"gotta be strong"good call jaime, really, goooood call.
you are going to phnom penh on 15 dec with frances, michelle, jon and pris.
oh gooooooood gooooooooood job, you're going to have so much fun, you'll cry from start to finish. seriously. ohmymama. ): i need 100000001 people to send me off, really!
and i'm not going to sleep the night before, so i can sleep in the plane.
what a fantastic plan right. i mean, frances & michelle are great, but what on earth am i going to talk to them about right? i need to go research on what to talk to people you're not familiar with.
ohmygoodness, my patience is wearing off.
dear god, i know you're doing this to train something in me. please give me the strength to not stranggle [insert appropriate name(s) here] in an attempt to stop crying or something. (in any event i do end up crying) i really pray that the whole cambodia trip won't be a screw up, and that i'd have a more positive attitude toward it soon. and also, please let me find some inspiration on the plane/trip to stop planning my career in the toilet industry, because vj killed all my hopes of becoming a doctor by telling me through my eoys that i'm stupid. book stupid anw.
amen.
okay, i need to be more positive.
i am happy for psls, its been alot of fun and i know we're gonna do great.
i am happy for all my friends (who i do not have the urge to stranggle), they've been ever so nice to me writing letters (thanks 13 pals!) and comforting me and trying to cheer me up!
i am happy for being in vj even though i complain 24/7, its been alot of fun and yeah, i'm proud to be a victorian, even though i'm probably gonna be the first cleaner from there.
i am happy for my family simply because they're family.
i am happy for [insert name(s) here], cause God sent you/them here to fill that space and to tell me that a bad person, isn't the only person around!
i am happy for cl and for confi class, cause its been the only thing keeping my faith up.
i am happy for my hands and legs and being alive, because nick vujicic has no limbs, and can still change the world.
i am happy for God who cares, and gives me this nice nice world to live in.
confi in X days, i hope i'm ready to get confirmed!
better attitude girl!!!
; JAIME!
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Refuge in the time of war,
♥ 11:48 PM
"time of war"Day of recollection & reconcilliation was good. Cry until eyes pokeye!
(DONT THINK SICK JOANNE!!!)
It was gooooood anyway! Yupp yupp. Recollected and confessioned.
But not really ready for confi. I've one week, at least.
Omg, rachel goh is super spastic to talk to!
Anyway, good luck francesca(s)!!! Have fun at your confis!
(even though you people won't see this, haha)
; JAIME!
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Attitude IS Altitude
♥ 6:25 PM
"bound bound bound and rebound!"OH NINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PSLs WE KNOW WE'RE FINE!!
It was such a great training camp thing, it really met the expectations we wrote down you know. Life changing :O, exciting, fun, insightful, etc! It was wonderfull! Alvin & Andrew & (occasionally) Jermaine were great great WONDERFUL coaches/facils and its really more than 100000000 times better than IJ's General Leadership Programme! Ohmygee, it was so so so good la, if I had a chance, I'd have slept earlier on wednesday night so thursday could play more! And I'd like to go through it all over again if we could! Wonderful camp, wonderful psls!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
You know what, I'm gonna be more positive from now on. No more cashiers, lifeguards, toilet cleaners or road sweepers from now on. I'm gonna LEAD myself well and i'm gonna stop talking in class since the teachers don't enjoy my bubblyness! And I'm gonna remember to lead!!! Cause what do leaders do? They lead! Bound bound bound and rebound! I learnt so so much, from communication skills to picking yourself up to persuasion to working in a team to planning and to just being yourself doing what you think you should do that'd benefit everyone!
Monday was ultra uber super extra fun! We played games and zomg funnnnn! We hid/hung shoes (duh!) and yeah! And the best thing was that all the games we played had meanings and all behind them, like you know, deep insightful meaning! It wasn't just all fun and no work makes jaime a stupid girl. So yeah, it was ultratastic!!!! The bomb game with all the spastic time things and all as well as the caterpillar game where group B was super unfairly treated by the disgusting chairs and (not!) intimidated by group A's very irritating chants, haha!
Tuesday was greaaat la! We went out of school to Kranji War Memorial to reflect for ourselves. The people were super noble and fearless to fight a losing war, but nonetheless, they were great! And helped us become what we are today! We had to try and give up our most precious things which were superrrrrr hard to give up!!! But yesyes, good experience anyway. My gravestone thing is superrr lohsoh, with a lot of rubbish, teehee! Oh and Andrew said the world lacks courageous leaders cause all the courageous people died. We need to be brave and just step foward and do our best, yozzzxzxz!!! Okay, right. Then we went to causeway for lunch at the foodcourt. BUT, we had to go up to a random stranger and talk to her/him/them and find out about them. Jordana and I ended up talking about ourselves, but it was interesting! Yimeng and Clarence were superrr funny! "what's your mother's surname?" and
"hen yuan, hen yuan!" So yeah, we went back to school reflected and yupp. Went to TM to eat (Like where the hell is that right!) People who live near me, we can take 81 then change to 854 to come home or 72 then 854. HAHA.
Wednesday! The shoe day and the yitong&qinghui&bernice-less day! ): That day was about communications and persuasion and all. We had to get our shoes from one huge heap and you know, RISH was the only noble one who thought of our safety. Leaders gotta be others before self! We watched part of braveheart FLASHHH, and zomg, his speech was quite something! We talked about quite a bit that day, yupp! Okay so, we went off to suntec to eat & watch movie! Watched quantum of solace, which was kinda no link-ish, but 1000x better than Max Payne, eurghh! Yupp, then we went to Carl's jr to eat, while amy and i shared a subway. zomg, she eats so little. And eating with her = disaster. Laugh until my water splurts. Thousand apologies, i know its sick! So yeah, everybody took train home, and gahhh, suannage. Nevermind!! I got home superrr fast that day anyway.
Thursday! ZOMG, why was everyone so early! ): Anywayy, we went for Nick Vujicic's talk. AND OMG LA! He's no hands nor legs nor arms, and he has done more than any of us probably have, and he's totally changed the world! Why when I have hands and legs, keep restricting myself and not believing in myself. I can do anything I set my mind too right? He's mind blowing, he's so so awesome la! How can you find the HOPE to go on after such a 'disability'. But weaknesses can be changed into strengths, yes siree! So yeah, prom people went off, and we went to boy's brigade camp site for camp! Lunch then reflections (I LOST THIS REFLECTION CARD!!! CRY!):) And then yupp, we went for session, which was effectively planning a game. Our game was kinda screwy, but fun anyways! The toilet game was superr fun! Great job everyone! Orientation's gonna be a blast!!!!! I enjoyed myself. So after the games we went to hear/perfor Alvin, Andrew & Jermaine play/sing/perform! We had pizza and braveheart showed. Braveheart started at midnight, so we were really tired and Qinghui, CHARISSA(HAS NOT RANDOM GUYED YET, SO,) KKKKKKKKKKKK, and I fell asleep and woke up at 3. When it ended -.- Like yes wth right. So yeah, it was 3 and prom comm was not back yet, they so poor thing right! We were waiting for Jordana & Bernice to play! But since they weren't back yet, we decided to go sleep first! When they came back the little kids came out to play and TOOTHPASTEATTACK added to the already super smelly DEOATTACK!!! Hahaha, sorry SSBC, unforeseen circumstance!!! Anyway, it was really funny, but the guys got angry, so WE'RE REALLY SORRY ):! So yeah went to sleep, woke up half asleep had breakfast and sessions! PPPPP(Position, permission, productivity, personal development, personhood). GREAT GREAT LA! Oh, the exco and classes and all got out! :D I'm 09v11 BLAHHHHHH! But nevermind, have kim to watch show with! TEEHEE oh and joanne to dirtify our minds! Congrats Bryan & Lynn! :D:D:D Be great heads & vice heads! Okay anyways, we had lunch at great world, there were no movies so went home after that. Jordana & I are J alliances so, no suannage for each other. However charissa gets ALL of it. HAHAHAHA, unless you find a random guy...!!! So we came home and I slept and slept, and now I'm here and going for CL in...soon, yupp!
ITS BEEN A BLAST!!! I TOTALLY LOVEEEEE 09 PSLS!!!
Great week, greater ones ahead!!!
I'm gonna study and be hardworking and TRAIN, work first, everything else, LATER!
You know how i started off thinking that I really wasn't meant to be part of the team and all, after the whole camp thing, I feel more, PSL-ish and more right, THANKS GUYS! And I didn't know my spasticness & crazily loud rubbish could be good. Thanks la teachers for saying I'm disruptive in my helmsman report, MY FRIENDS SAY ITS GOOD OKAY, PIGS!!!!! (okay, i don't mean it. :D)
OMG I FORGOT! SAW FRANCESCA + MARS + COURTNEY TODAY!!! Haven't seen Francesca since youth day. Misssssss you luh! Will try to make your confi!!!
Lovee you all, really! I MEAN IT!!!
; JAIME!
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